Hey me and this guy met like seven years ago he told me he liked me and I told him I liked him so we started ?

Talking to get to know eachother we became good friends I told him everything that I would never tell anyone else we grew feelings for eachother we liked eachother for like two years then my cousin told me oneday that he wanted me to stop calling and when was it gonna stop so I asked him vhe said y would he say that he would tell vme his self so I believed my cousin and vstoped calling him for a year I met vsomeone lost my virginity then when we vbroke up me and that guy started again I vtold him everything he was hurt now he toldv me he lost feelings my ? Is what should I do I'm like in love with this dude for H like three years he's a good one to never cheats lie or anything HELP I feel so bad and don't know what to do anymore he acts like he likes me still by wanting to hangout and the way he reacts to stuff I tell him about boys like he says oh idc about that boy stop telling me stuff about him is there a chance he may still like me but scared to tell me cuz he doesn't wanna get hurt by the way in 19 he's 20